I admit I love cock 🥰

It’s been over a year now since I tried to satisfy a woman and failed. Decided to celebrate being a pussy free beta for a year

Starting to really appreciate this hypno diary feature. 😅 Every time I get turned on and start thinking of watching straight porn, I can see the entire backlog of pathetic beta sissy hypnos I’ve been training myself with. Great reminder of my place and what I’m allowed to watch. And helpful in case I ever need to show someone else what I really like.

I try to leave a comment on everything I watch so it reminds me later about how depraved and submissive I really am. Plus a little public humiliation and honestly between other sissies is what reminds us to keep coming back. 💖

Has anyone else here confessed or exposed themselves to their partner? Me and my ex-girlfriend were already broken up when I started showing off a few pics or clips of me dressed in lingerie or cute outfits to her. I hadn’t ever told her I was a sissy, but months later I realized how much of those pictures showed just how small and limp my clit bulge. One of the guys I used to hookup with regularly ended up telling her about it, so she probably knows I’m a beta sissy that likes getting fucked now anyway 💖

The first time you squirt from a wand you’ll never go back. Much better than stroking

What turns sissies on more, only being allowed to look at censored girls in porn or knowing that they’ll never be able to fuck a girl? Both are pathetic 😆

I’m a weak sissy that is too feminized and submissive to cum on her own. Only real men can make sissies like me cum by filling me with their hard cocks while I whine like a bitch and leak.

After a year on girl hormones my pathetic sissy balls got castrated permanently and can’t even make cum anymore. I can only squirt drops of clear water like a cis girl. Now with a perma limp clit too, all real men will instantly know I’m a sissy slut from seeing me. 🥰 I need them to manhandle my hips and put me in my place.

Touching my broken clitty does nothing for me anymore… It used to be a BBC, but made soft and pathetic from denial and frustration. This is what sissies who touch their clits deserve, the only way to orgasm by getting fucked into submission. Maybe by a real black man to put me in my place.

Being limp, soft, and cute is so exciting! Knowing that I’ll never be a real man again makes me happy and grateful that I can spend more time sucking men’s cocks and showing off my girly pathetic ruined body to women.

Part of being a sissy is realizing that girls don’t turn you on anymore,only cocks. I’ve never been this frustrated trying to prove to myself I still like girls before. After desperately rubbing my soft clitty and moaning like a sissy through the whole lesson, I realized I’ve crossed that point. 💖My pathetic clit won’t even work for girls anymore and just stays soft.

I wasn’t into denial at first but after being rejected by women so much in favor of real alpha men, I can admit a feminized beta like me should never touch pussy again. No woman would ever want a weak, soft sissy with a broken clitty to touch her. 😵‍💫Sissies like me get fucked and dominated by men, preferably in front of women so they can see how pathetic and limp we are in comparison. 💖