This hypno is undeniably true for me. When you watch porn, with whom do you identify? From the first time I saw porn in 1979, I identified with the girls. At the time, most of the trans girls seemed like caricatures, and i was confused. Did I want to fuck them, get fucked by them, or be them? Maybe all three, but I didn’t want to be a fake-looking freakshow. I wanted to be the porn girls, so I concentrated on sucking cock.

It’s different now. With the advent of transgender HRT, I see the trans girls have become much more attractive, sometimes overwhelmingly so. I find myself mostly watching trans girls and sissy hypnos, and there’s no ambiguity, no resistance. Trans girls are the mirror for me, even more than the cis ones. There are even hot trans girls with medium-small dicks like mine, so the reflection is even easier to identify with and assimilate.

I would refine the premise, however. Porn is a mirror, yes indeed. We fantasize about being in the porn. We see ourselves being one of the players. They typically focus on the girls, so it’s easy to see their reflection as ourselves. But every individual is different. I think they’re more an image of our desires and potential, but an imperfect one. The more I like an actress or scene, the more it reflects my nature.

What kind of girl turns you on? What kind of sex? We all have our favorites. Tastes evolve, and so do we. Is what I see in the mirror the same as when I was 40 years younger? Do I interact with it the same way? Definitely not. I’ve evolved and become more honest and comfortable with myself. The world around me has changed, too.

I started using hypnos to identify what kinds of things I do and don’t like. I love being a feminine faggot cock-sucker. I get turned by being called true names, and being encouraged to do things I love, like sucking cock and eating cum. I didn’t need a hypno to know that.

On the other hand, I cannot connect at all with the premise of being mindless. Obedient, sure. Mindless? That’s not my nature. Bambi bimbo leaves me cold. This? This one is top-notch. I’ll post the next one in a moment.