Hi Lina, you are so experienced although you just started here. I admire you so much. I am also German speaking. I am so unexperienced and still so confused about what is happening to me. It is like a new identity is breaking through from deep within me, dismantling my old existence as guy. Everything is stronger than I thought. I knew I was a bit BBC loving, but the test shows me that I am totally addicted. Everything inside me is confused. I would be so happy if you could guide me little with your experience.