I finally got it after watching some hypno. I am not a man, I am a Sissy. I trashed all of my male underwear, I have only panties now. I also dressed less manly today, and trashed a whole heap of male only clothes. I started to sit down to pee rather than standing, because only men should stand to pee. Things have started, and I feel comfortable with it, and accepted it.

Hmm. Perhaps it was a relapse? I found a cute young ginger on an app, took a viagara and pounded his cute ginger boi pussy for an hour straight before I cum. It would have been nicer if he was wearing panties and was sluttier. Now I have the awful side effects of the viagara. Not sure, I think I was a bad gurl. I will make up for it tomorrow by pounding myself with a big dildo.